Gojyo's tone didn't even shift Hakkai's expression, not that he really had one in the first place. He hadn't even put on his usual smile, which was a sure sign of something being not quite right.

"Perhaps I am giving up. I really don't know anymore. I came back in from the snow that day and I felt... lost. More alone than I had since I lost Kanan. I don't even remember how I made it back to Sanzo's room after that."